i know its so worng to fall inlove with just a day...but i dont know! what do i know?! im starting to cry as i make this blog...it just hurts soo much to find out that u dont mean a thing to the person u love...sobrang sakit! i cant be bitter bout him kaia sa sarili ko nlng inilalabas lhat tska sa mga kaibgan ko..i know its not  suppose to feel this way...but i guess...i cant help it...im starting to fall...damn and soon im gonna fal apart again...who knows...i might learn a lesson to know a person first b4 judging him if u knew there was something spexal about him at the first place?...

i try my bst to hide im hurt..
but i guess dat doesnt matter ryt?
i dont knoiw why im soo affected by it dow i xudnt be.. i just hate the fact that i watch my heart break into pieces ryt infront of my very eyes...no1 likes that feeling..its thraumatic...yet ironic randomly speaking...i try to fulfill myself getting over it,but i think im failing...falling back again then breaking out a little later..then afterwards i find myself cracking about it ...such a confusing feeling..i hate that im such an EMO about this..it doesnt make any sense in my life! it just makes it worst! you know,minding things that are not worth minding about..its just like tasting your own blood by your own death...destroying you own will by your stupidity...wen you olredy told yourself to stop yet yur heart says "no" i cant even remember the last tym that im really happy...im even wandering if it happened for one sec in my killer lyf?!!!damn! super drama! hahahahaha!crack!!!