charlotte's Site

charlotte's Site http://meluvskean.multiply.com/ ola bitches!!im chay!!yeah!slamat nman sa bespren ko c alex!!dod kpag inaway kapa nung panget na un gulpihin naten!!pota teng mas mganda ka dun!hehe..aun im chay.ordinary student..living bitch.define me in one wrod.SORRY BITCH LNG tTLGA ANG PRFECT WORD:] haha! mdalas akong ma misunderstood ng iba but trust me those ppol are d kind of ppol na wlang ka i.d.idea kung cno ako.kase once we get along..mkikta mo kung ano tlga ako at kung cno ako..oo sbi nla maangas dw..pero xet namn guys noh mbait ako.. wag nio lng aargabyaduhin mga kaibgn ko dhl ako mkklabn nio!hehe..oh yan anoh? angas ko?snayan lng mga chicas!yon..til here nlng...love yah all!! ADD NIO KO AH! meluvskean.multiply.com!yeh! yngat mga pinyokos!! Tue, 27 May 2008 07:08:55 -0000 Mon, 7 Apr 2008 12:16:51 -0000 charlotte's Site http://images.meluvskean.multiply.com/logo http://meluvskean.multiply.com 100 100 often mistakes,unpredictable downfalls. its 4-0 for me...goodness! when will i learn my lessons about this stuff? i messed up my life big time!and it seems like im not taking it seriously..(im talking love life f.y.i).i already warned myself about this..and now my heart is paying for it all.when will i be smiling bout this? if only i could be there for him and embrace him..i would do it.but i cant. a lot of things are scattered on my way to be with him..and as much as i want to fight, it's tearing me down..impossibility is a big word for my situation.that's why im having a hard time figuring things out.no one can help me now except for myself..how long do i have to suffer in this pain?it's summer and i wanna have fun..but thoughts of this heartache is pulling me back to the feeling when im solving trigonometry problems! its even worse! and now im playing "when you look me in the eyes" by the jonas brothers..while i was crying about it a while ago..i calmed down easily then out of nowhere this song played on the radio.then&nb... http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/12/often_mistakesunpredictable_downfalls. Mon, 7 Apr 2008 12:16:51 -0000 im starting to hate my life.but something's stoppig me. as much as i wabt to,but i cant. realize thet its not the end of the world for me. ppol cn talk asmuch as they want to. but its up to me if i wanna be affected.some say that i got a lot of things to prove. tht's why. eerr.! some say that i got an amazing life because i get what i want. thnk again. i wont be this horrible if thts true. but could say that somehow it is true.but still not enough for ppol to say that i have an amzing life. cause it sucks.really. it does. http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/11/im_starting_to_hate_my_life.but_somethings_stoppig_me. Sun, 23 Mar 2008 09:08:45 -0000 step up 1 and 2, damn! channing's hooooooooot! grabeeeeeeeeeeh!and the way he dances! shoot! you could've imagined how he's living his life! i couldn't. lol. steven strait's hot but channing tatum's sizzzzzzlllllllllllllllllliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnn!!! beat that!cool freestyles! the only thing that sucks is that he's dating jenna dewan!his on and off scene gf in step up. err. but its okay....no really.its okay. watch http://meluvskean.multiply.com/reviews/item/4 Fri, 21 Mar 2008 07:39:34 -0000 shut up pleaaase? everything's been messed up lately..i hate it. came a time when i wanted to die for a moment so i could just skip it all up! sick of ppol running around with there mouths on. they're all talk and no "do" . i hate it. once you say sumthin' you do it. it's been really crazy! late exam taking,delayed summer treats,effin reviews instead! ppol haven't tried walkin in my shoes to know how hard it is to be "ME"i guess they'd never understand either way.all i could count on right now is me and my friends.i could never count on anybody in this lame-ass life when it comes to MAKING ME FEEL BETTER. damn,this life sucks. if i wasn't that optimistic about it. i might've been dead by now. if you know what i mean,. http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/10/shut_up_pleaaase Fri, 21 Mar 2008 07:26:05 -0000 victorious grade nine! grabeeeeeeeeeh!d inexpect ng lhat na mngyyre un! hakot na hakot lhat ng awards!owyea! sobrang bilib nako kai ser filomeno! ser! oh yan! mkakakain kna ha?...ehehe! ang saya tlga! astig! best costume,most disciplined at best performance! all thanks to mr.filomeno talaga! all hardwork paid off! grabeh! yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/9/victorious_grade_nine Fri, 15 Feb 2008 10:27:11 -0000 oh yea!the covenant! oh goodness steven strait! hottie! naw who's down wit that? lol~ love yah stevie! he's the best damn http://meluvskean.multiply.com/reviews/item/3 Wed, 9 Jan 2008 10:44:53 -0000 lalyn got fooled,lol lalyn,lol. lalayn naman!it didn'd really go that way....hmm....ahaha!ikaw?asan ka? hahaha! malamang ng.eedit! mwah2! ingat!bka ikao ang mahold http://meluvskean.multiply.com/reviews/item/2 Fri, 4 Jan 2008 08:46:46 -0000 my yankee....i love you soo bad. oh well...lets make it official...kean's hot ryt?and so?joke.ehe.la lang.im jus making it official that im back on track..but maybe im still a bit headed..i dont know.i dont want to take the next step and get hurt again..maybe ryt now im contented on wer im at...that fan stage,extraordinary ofcourse..oh well......im still hoping though...never lose hope nga db? but im happy now that i took the first step and that is geiitng rid of the most irritating person in my life,,,i bet DODELS  know who that is haha.!well im talking to my friend alex on y.m her parents left her in the house..lol dod. haha! oh well guess thats it for now...my arms' pretty banged up..lolies! http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/8/my_yankee....i_love_you_soo_bad. Fri, 4 Jan 2008 08:39:31 -0000 tsk3...bankrupt!! damn ppol...nahold up ako http://meluvskean.multiply.com/reviews/item/1 Fri, 4 Jan 2008 07:34:57 -0000 yAKEee,,28 HE AINT EASY DEFINE,HE'S ONE OF A http://meluvskean.multiply.com/photos/album/2/yAKEee28 Tue, 1 Jan 2008 10:52:39 -0000 its 28!and yes im on him again.. imjust being happy now...i can no longer afford to be sad,.,wat i have been thru is not a joke... http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/7/its_28and_yes_im_on_him_again.. Fri, 28 Dec 2007 13:42:35 -0000 the unknown enemy just one thing....my enemy is a liar,..psycho freak queen of denial...no offense though...i have frends hu deny things,,,but then...this enemy is not my frend...yah coz thats why he/she is my ENEMY ryt? i dont know why that person denies it???ITS SO DAMN OBVIOUS!perhaps i mentioned any name..then you react.or else you never really learnd a thng from wat happend to kate's anonymous blog...dont try to predict things..if u know sumthing keep it to urself then...i knw ive denied things but wen sumone ask me the real deal..i tell them...espexaly wen theyre my FRIENDS i dont lie to them..if i lied about sumthing i think they already know what.as of now..im telling them the truth...i have atleast one frend hu knows the real deal... i never hide to them ESPECIALLY WEN I KNOW THY'RE GONNA BE AFFECTED.i tell them ryt away instead of having them hear it from anybody else,,,JUST BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. you dont have to lie for your OWN good.THINK ABOUT IT. http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/6/the_unknown_enemy Sun, 23 Dec 2007 09:07:48 -0000 he left me with a lost stare... just wen i thot evrything's turning out fine,,,out of the blue he just disappeard...my sky turned gray..my life tumbled down...how cud this world be so mean??at first i thot he was something spexal...wich i think he still is.,.,but you know?...things sudenly change wen the person turns cold ...if u know wat i mean..frends told me that its just nothing..but hey..i know my self beter ryt?i know wat i am wen i fall in love...its a natural thing for teens like me...maybe i just miss him so much..and im being so paranoid!i hate myself for this..im so schezophrenic sometimes...but now i stay in one mood wich is depression...evrything around me is affected...i dont know wat to do and how,,,i really need hm now...i dont understand why so much...i shouldnt be like this...coz im being crazy...i think about him all the tym thow i shouldnt...i just dont understnd!i really need him...he somehow became the center of my world now....i MISS YOU EM.EM..:\ http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/5/he_left_me_with_a_lost_stare... Wed, 19 Dec 2007 04:45:38 -0000 am i suppose to give up??hell no!! i know its so worng to fall inlove with just a day...but i dont know! what do i know?! im starting to cry as i make this blog...it just hurts soo much to find out that u dont mean a thing to the person u love...sobrang sakit! i cant be bitter bout him kaia sa sarili ko nlng inilalabas lhat tska sa mga kaibgan ko..i know its not  suppose to feel this way...but i guess...i cant help it...im starting to fall...damn and soon im gonna fal apart again...who knows...i might learn a lesson to know a person first b4 judging him if u knew there was something spexal about him at the first place?... http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/4/am_i_suppose_to_give_uphell_no Fri, 14 Dec 2007 11:54:30 -0000 when i see him wid her... i try my bst to hide im hurt.. but i guess dat doesnt matter ryt? i dont knoiw why im soo affected by it dow i xudnt be.. i just hate the fact that i watch my heart break into pieces ryt infront of my very eyes...no1 likes that feeling..its thraumatic...yet ironic randomly speaking...i try to fulfill myself getting over it,but i think im failing...falling back again then breaking out a little later..then afterwards i find myself cracking about it ...such a confusing feeling..i hate that im such an EMO about this..it doesnt make any sense in my life! it just makes it worst! you know,minding things that are not worth minding about..its just like tasting your own blood by your own death...destroying you own will by your stupidity...wen you olredy told yourself to stop yet yur heart says "no" i cant even remember the last tym that im really happy...im even wandering if it happened for one sec in my killer lyf?!!!damn! super drama! hahahahaha!crack!!! http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/3/when_i_see_him_wid_her... Sat, 8 Dec 2007 04:11:15 -0000 when i see him wid her... http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/2/when_i_see_him_wid_her... Sat, 8 Dec 2007 04:01:08 -0000 how much i love my bitches! DODLELS! they're composed of alex's frens and my frens...they're my bestfrens! DANA,ALEX,KIM,ANN,KATE,QUENG...un! we ar one.. i love them a lot...thow there are tym that im not able to show it...(sori guys!) but i gotta admit,they're my bestest frens!!ever!!! many of us started out as enemies or nemesis if u'd lyk to col it.... but hey,dont get me wrong.good way to start up a fenxip ryt?? we are sistrs at heart..but we get to fyt a lot of chalenges in lyf that cud result to our frenxip's breakout.. but the again we fought it off by just thinking positive!! dont take thngs soo seriously... stay cool.. chill.. steady... dont be hassle...  http://meluvskean.multiply.com/journal/item/1/how_much_i_love_my_bitches Mon, 12 Nov 2007 11:08:09 -0000 pichur pichur...!! pics with my dods ann kim and aleks.. dat was during our club.. http://meluvskean.multiply.com/photos/album/1/pichur_pichur... Thu, 1 Nov 2007 13:49:21 -0000